[[*---You Put Me Aside---*]]

Sunday, March 15, 2009

+RELINKED!+

www.midnight-carousels.blogspot.com

been so since, January.

|2:24 AM|

Sunday, January 11, 2009

hi person-i-know-who (:

seriously i dont know what to post bout? so this post shall be a post to you!

haha k, start thanking me now ;D (as you devour your ben and jerrys chocolate fudge brownie ice cream!)

i changed my mind- being sec3 isnt a boring thing, after all (= [but now sec4s are! too bad ;p]

its quite late, and i am not over with my sugar rush yet, AND there's so much homework, piling up on my desk! ):

i shall attempt to revive my blog if you revive yours, first! (= shouldnt be too hard for you ;P

my fingers are numb so i guess this is enough?

loves,

crystal. (:

[EDIT:]

omg no!!! i didnt meant to lie ): i really thought that its like 200-ish already? i wont want to lie for six times ): i havent been so! be nice and say it's alright, wont you ? :D pleaseeee..... ): i'll let you sit on the prettiest pony/horse/carriage at the carousel? its really pretty you know (= and i was really on a carousel, not a swing! really!

-.- and now you say that the 200 words thing was a lie ):

you are lying!

no no, you LIED. for the third time!

how could you, lie?

LIARRR ):

sleep well! (since im so nice ;D)
race you to the carousel (=

|2:03 AM|

Sunday, November 30, 2008

since darling clara wanted (so badly) for me to post bout vjs, i shall :D
but to think of it, there's nth much to post since i'd left right after the first debate..
YET that does not make me a LIAR or EVIL or UN-NICE :D haha. so now i'm still second nicest!
basically it was nice? and i cant remember anything else.. ):
this is such a filler-ish filler! so i shall just stop here, will post again when i get back from debatecamp/beijing/councilcamp!
oh and maybe it is cause of facebook that im neglecting this blog, lost its purpose already, since 6months ago.

started a diary a few days ago, quite amusing to read my entries, days after i wrote them.
oh this book yaoyuan lent me has this really nice story, it starts with a 'plan' written by a guy:

如果我有一千万
我就能买一栋房子
我有一千万吗
没有
所以我仍然没有房子

如果我有翅膀我就能飞
我有翅膀吗
没有
所有我没有办法飞

如果整个太平洋的水倒出
也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰
整个太平洋的水全部倒得出吗
不行
所以我并不爱你

and ends with a 'plan' written by the girl:

如果我还有一天的寿命
那天我要做你的女友
我还有一天的命吗
没有
所以很可惜我今生仍不是你的女友

如果我有翅膀
我要从天堂飞下来看你
我有翅膀吗
没有
所以很遗憾我从此无法再看到你

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出
也浇不熄我对你爱情的火焰
整个浴缸的水全部倒的出吗
可以
所以是的我爱你

go read it! its titled 第一次亲密接触.

|8:59 PM|

Monday, November 17, 2008

hey(: here are the photos taken on the night of C&D,

~~really wont bear to leave 204.. its quite sad to think, how i'm typing this post now, saying how sad i am,~~
and yet knowing there's this possibility of me just chucking all these times spent together, how i've once felt sad to part,
to the back of my mind, as memories- wonderful as they may seem, but just mere data of little significance :(

nvm, there's nothing much i can do, really. so i shall just be happy at the prospect that i'll meet wonderful people in 314 and still have the people of 204 as my really good friends!

back from malacca, life's back to normal, still revolving around work and school.
it was really fun, all three days (: no photos though, cause i didnt bring my camera :P
day1 was the debate exhibition in this school. the moment we arrived there, we were welcomed by these students dressed in school blazers :P quite cool, though.
came to know about some customs of theirs, like how they cant seat next to girls, shake a girl's hand, and things like that.
the rest of the trip was basically touring nice places, espacially st. paul's hill (men playing guitar, cool breeze, pretty place) :D

- crystal.

|10:26 PM|

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

+happy birthday+

Final ~~post~~ QUIZZZ before I leave (:

Not going to tag anyone to do it though, just take it if you think its fun, enough :D

HERE’S MY ANSWER TO THE QUIZ. Sounds really wrong though :( haha, anyway, it’s a quiz!

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Dear RED (lHAHA. )
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think i realized it when I changed tennis shoes at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that I did a sex-change. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the authorities about the incarnation as an Eskimo.

In pain,
Crystal

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AND THIS IS THE QUIZ---

RULES: How you do the Letter MEME:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .___12___,-Your name-

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

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bye!

Crystal.

p.s. I’ll be posting the photos of C&D once I get back from Malacca! :D

|11:29 PM|

Monday, November 10, 2008

o1. The person who tagged me is ?
benjamin

o2. Your relationship with them(him) ?
primary schoolmate!

o3. Your 5 impressions of them(him) ?
emo-crap, amusing, cheerfully-nice AT TIMES ( lol), {sorry i cant count, so lets just stop here before it gets hurtful k? :P ) jkkkkkkk

o4. The most memorable thing she/he had for you for ?
cant remember, if there’s any :P ( haha, ingrate :P )

o5. if they becomes your lover , you will ?
what, that’s like, N-A. (sorry!) but as what you’ve said, lover=love?

o6. if they becomes your lover , things she/he has to improve on ?
stop emo-ing so so much!

o7. if he/she becomes your enemy , you will ?
not talk to him? But still, I don’t hate, so, count your blessings :P

o8. what is it you want to tell them now ?
tag me for a more interesting quiz -.-

o9. your overall impression of them now?

EMO KIDDD

10. how do you think people around you will feel about you ?
stupid-airheaded-bimbo/slight mugger-who-talks-nonsense, but hopefully those who really know me thinks otherwise (except the mugger part, its nice to be thought of as one ) :D

11. the characters of yourself you love are ?
loving-not-hate-ish. :D

12. the most ideal person you want to be is ?
Crystal- the new and improved version (:

13. for people that care and likes you , say something to them ?
unspoken words dear.

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you .

1—angeline
2—weiren
3—tammie
4—yaoyuan
5—Minqhee
6—Benjamin
7—Dorcas
8—yueqi
9—Hal
10—yihui

14. who's no.6 having relationship with ?
BENJAMIN- well, he doesn’t say anything bout his, COUGHS relationship(s) [or lack of :P ] but still, wont type it here even if I knew!

15. if no.7 && no. 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?
DORCAS & YIHUI- it’ll be scary if they are -.-

16. what is no.2 studying about ?
MINQHEE- triple science! (D.U.H)

17. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ?
TAMMIE- this afternoon ;D (bet she’s missing me already! )

18 wad kind of music does no.8 likes ?
YUEQI- Chinese pop?

19 does no.1 have any siblings ?
ANGELINE- yeah, a sister (:

20 will you woo no. 3 ?
TAMMIE- definitely, if I’m les, that is.

21 how about no.7 ?
DORCAS- ditto.

22 is no.4 single ?
YAOYUAN- haha, let’s try asking him.

23 what is the surname of no.5 ?
MINQHEE- tan

24 what is a hobby of no.10 ?
YIHUI- volleyball!!

25 does no.5 and no.9 get along well ?
MINQHEE & HAL- they probably don’t even know each other (:

26 where no.2 studying at ?
WEIREN- hwachong!

27 where does no.9 lives ?
HAL- bedok

28 what colour does no.4 like ?
YAOYUAN- green and a few other colors, I think :P

29 whats is no.10 doing now ?
YIHUI- on msn?

haha, now i get why angeline loves quizzes so much :P

|9:58 PM|

+QUIZZES!!!+

YAY THIS IS FOR ANGELINE :D QUIZZES!!

Read every single one of yours dear (ANGELINE!!) and here are some (: [mainly from your blog, and some who tagged me and I so nicely complied :P ]

C&D night tomorrow!!! 7pm. NY.

1. what is your full name.
-Ong Crystal

2. Are you single?
- Do I look like I’m someone who can be tied down by a wedding band (as of now) ?!

3. What is your favourite number[s]
-23 :D

4.What is/are your favourite colour?
- White, Baby pink, Rose red, Red, Peacock blue, Champagne gold, Shades of green, spectrums of different colors

5.Least favourite colour[s]
- none (:

6.What are you thinking now?
- read: WHAT. debate research, drama series, C&D night, MALACCAAA TRIPPP

7.Are you happy with your life right now?
- yes, probably everything bout it rocks :D

8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
- History, Bio/Chem, Math, Geog

9.Do you shop at malls?
- obviously

10.Where do you wish to be right now?
- someplace where there’s no one except me and those I want to spend the time with, so everything stops at that point of time, a second for eternity and we can do whatever we want!

11. What should you be doing now?
- debate research!! (!gasps)

12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
- crush, no, I’ve only had one so far.. hm.. H.A.D >past tense

13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
- Sunday

14.What was the last thing you drank?
- Water

15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
- Liars YES. Backstabbers, not really hate, just dislike.

16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
- no.

17.Do you fall for people easily?
- quite, but so far, nope. So I guess its not THAT easily. Or maybe most of the nice guys are extinct!

18. What does your last text msg read?
- o.0 shant answer that

19.Are you too forgiving?
- I’m forgiving, but not TOO. try me.

20.How many windows are open on your computer?
-3

21.Who was your last call from?
- friend.

22.What do you do with most of your time?
- just, pondering bout, stuff.

23.Will you & your ex get back again?
- I do not have one.

24.Do you sleep with the Tv on?
- no

25.Which of your close friends live the closest?
- I do not have any, I guess.

26.which item could you not live during the day?
- Phone and Computer!

27.Would you share a drink with a stranger?
- silly Benjamin, HIV doesNOT spread through saliva what. But still- GROSS NO

28.How was your weekend?
- mono

29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
- DUH. Its not the end of the world dear, MOVE ON.

30. The last person you quarrelled with?
- cant rmb

31.The way to win your heart?
- be nice to me (: OH and most importantly, just love me more than I will.

32.What did you do last night?
- wait.

33.D you have the same name as one of your relatives?
- no

34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
- duh no

35.One song that is meaningful to you?
- HOLD THE DOOR <33

36.Do you twirl or scoope you spagitti?
- I don’t like spaghetti

37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
- I drink formula ones :D

38.How long is your hair?
- waist length?

39.Do you like batman?
-Nahhh

40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
- tsk, too many, cant remember~ (coughs)

41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
- 5mins ago

42.What did you have for breakfast?
- milk and bread

43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
- since, forever!! 31dec1994!!

44.Can you cook?
- yeah! Sort of (:

45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- class tee :D

46.what was the reasons for the last troubles you were in?
- stupid LA eoy scores

47.which do you wear more? sweats 0r jeans.
- neither :o (ok fine, just fbts)

48. When is your birthday?
-31 Dec *hintshints*

49. Do you swear alot?
- going to stop that! (basically just the usual damn and ohmygosh)

50. What was your first achololic drink?
- real nice red wine, or isit brandy? o.0 whatever it was, after 3 glasses my mom KILLED ME cause she didn’t know ):

51.Do you have any regrets?
- many, but I’m fine with them

52. Who would you like to see now?
- oohh… don’t tell you larhhzxz *coy look.blush* lol, whatever la.

53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
- no

54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
-Social

55.Who is your best friends? are you still friends with them?
- Debaters! And everyone from 204!! EVERYONE!! –loves- AND everyone from aitong(:

I’d love to stay friends forever!! So yes, we are, I think :D

56. Ever been in love?
- sure…

57. Ever had braces?
- soooonnn!

58. What do you wear to bed?
-nothing? :o haha, shirt and shorts

59.Who was the last person who disappoint you?
- myself?

60. Do you trust people?
- sometimes, but at other times, I am a natural skeptic

61. Who was the first person you talk too today.
- mom

62. Who was the first person who text you today?
- friend

63. what was the first thing you did today?
- shut the alarm/my sis :D

64.Ten people to tag.
whatever

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The rules and regulations :
1.Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little know facts about yourself.
2.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

1) I don’t really like going out.. (like im even allowed to -.- )

2) I would love to fly! CLOUDSSSS

3) Can’t stand noise when I’m studying- doors/ windows shut, fans switched off.

4) horrible disgusting mood swings…

5) i think its easy to spot hot girls but I cant say the same for cute guys :P ( but for sure I’m NOT les. )

6) born on the 31^st of Dec?

7) i am horribly fickle yet faithful? 0.o sort of.

8) i am capable of feeling sad.

9) i scream alot in the middle of the night..

10) i prefer jabs to medication :P

Nothing really weird -.- borrrrreddd.

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[ ] I'm afraid of silence. I ADORE SILENCEEE
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish!
[x] I'm afraid of the dark. Just a little (:
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night. toooiiiiillllleettttts!!!!
[ ] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open.
[x] I am afraid of gay or lesbian people. I don’t mind them, really!
[x] I believe in true love. yeah, I think what Angeline said’s really true- there is, but probably no one can find it (tell me when you do, though )
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I listen to political music. Are those by OBAMA GIRL counted? - ONCE
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad so you know what to do now. Still, chocolates are welcomed :D
[x] I've stayed out all night.
[ ] I open up to others easily. Duh no. you really don’t know me, do you 0.o
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world. 不胜枚举
[x] I watch the news
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[x] I love Disney movies. ADORE
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes. ASH GREYYYY
[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
[ ] I dont kill bugs it’s so freaky when they get squashed, the horrible sound :(
[x] I curse. like, DAMN and FREAK, mild ones ;P
[ ] I have an "x" in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fallen in public. Horrible don’t know million times in a row- KOREA.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam....
[x] I bake well. Home econs!! Cookies and muffins :D
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I want a better job.
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil. (who the hell's that)
[x] I like multiple people.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. Twittttzxzszx yuck.
[x] I am self-conscious. Can I say no?
[x] I love to laugh. Sometimes, if there’s a reason too. but smile dear, its more than enough.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies. 0.o
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars. Yeah Angeline. Mosquitoes :( but not A LOT.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. DUH. I wont even BE in the room.
[ ] I love chocolate. YEAH.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city. Bus ridesss
[x] Thought of suicide before. ‘ve not found a nice way to end life though, and before I do, I’d thought of something nicer to do.
[ ] Seen a shooting star would LOVE to!
[ ] Had a menage a trois. No way.
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[ ] Have kissed someone really strange. other than my parents, I’ve not kissed anyone, serious.
[ ] Hugged a stranger. (NO, DUH, WHY WOULD I?)
[x] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex. HA. Bet you wont believe.
[x] Been in a fist fight duh.
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. Yeah, that woman was pissed at me.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at Liberace. No idea what's that
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose duh, every where hurts what. But not really on purpose…
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox. baby
[ ] Crashed into a car. (no, i don't drive. or we don't have a car.)
[] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi. HATE IT.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been to New York the plane ride will KILLL me. still, I would love to be teleported there :D
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying. CAR CRASH ON THE ROAD.
[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ]Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar or club.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Taken a picture just for the sole purpose of putting it on myspace/friendster
[x] Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[ ] been at a party and instead of giving out your phone number you give them your myspace name and say look me up. What..
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately. Not one, many :D
[ ] Hate the world.
[ ] Love someone who doesnt realize it. Like.
[ ] have your cell phone permanently attached to your hand/hip

DONE. (:

lovesss,
crystal.

|6:21 PM|